February 2012
6 posts
January 2012
1 post
wooowwww
its been forever!! shocking seeing how i have no life at all!!
so last night i wad the creepiest dream in the world and thought i woke up screaming because of it.
Silent Hill… ever heard of it??
good movie i do believe but not when you dream about it
in my dream one of the bloody looking children were knocking and scrapping at my door. i yelled at it telling it to shut up i though i woke...
December 2011
1 post
tiredtiredtired
im tired of everything and everyone.
i love my friends and my family
but come on the one time my family actually wants to listen they try to disagree wih everything i say and every way i feel
me: yea you said cutting was my own proble to deal with when i started 7 years ago
mom: no i didnt. i never said that.
me: yes you did. and you wonder why i never talk to anyone
*leaves house and runs...
Wish You could turn off the questions, turn off the voices, turn off all sound. Yearn To close out the ugliness, close out the filthiness, close out all light. Long To cast away yesterday, cast away memory, cast away all jeopardy. Pray You could somehow stop the uncertainty, somehow stop the loathing, somehow stop the pain. Act On your impulse, swallow the...
behind closed doors
When the door is locked all emotions are free To dance around the room as they please The happy the sad the mad No one can cage them … The voices come through the door No they can’t twist the knob We are trapped in our safe place While all wants in Free to do whatever we please Draw color write Even something stupid if we please But in this room we are free
dumb people
tell me you care. SAY it all you want i dont believe words
walk through the door and start yelling you have no idea whats going on anyway
stand in front of me say its all my fault throw your abusive words at me all you want
i know what hurts more
i know who adtually cares
DONE
nothing left??
yes there is!! there always is!
family?
friends?
random people on the streets? (yea them too)
theres always a reason to live. im convincing myself more than all of you but its true. i have a neice shes 1. shes my reason for living even though shes only 1. everytime i look at her i think, “if i give up now she wont have me when she grows up” and with the amount i love her that cant...
options
depressed all week
what to do about it
-write
-music
-talk
-post random stuff
-watch music videos
- (last resort) cut
~you know its gotten bad when ive done them all in only 3 days
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